when i was a kid they said i had add but i pretty much decided that was bullshit when i was 16 and refused to take the ritalin. i do notice things like going to the store and forgetting half the shit i needed, but if i write them down and dont even take the list with me, i remember everything. i think im just visual, i have to see it or i forget it.
on the tylenol, your dam right it fucks up your liver, but thats how desperate i got. on that day i didnt get up for work, and when i did wake up it was like i was paralyzed, when i was able to talk the doctor at the hospital, she said if you want do die you should keep taking sleeping pills, because if they dont work all there going to do is kill you. taking six temazepam (thats what my wife told the hospital) is not good for you either. all this is very serious, if i have not slept in 30hr or more, i dont consider my self sane. if drugs dont work, dont keep taking them. there are lots of sleep disorders that are not treatable by drugs, DSPD is just the most common. taking a drug that dosnt work my even have the opposite effect and make you more wired. in either case the result is the same, you end up taking more then you should to get to sleep.
when i got off all this shit i didnt sleep at all for three days. i started getting paranoid and shit and thinking that if i slept people would fuck with me while i was asleep. since then i cant remember any of my dreams, im not even sure if i rem at all anymore. and who knows what other lasting effects from a bunch of stupid ass doctors shoving drugs in my face for shit they have no idea how to even treat. i could go to a doctor today and tell him i have trouble sleeping after working swing shift for months, he would prescribe Ambien and tell me to stay away from stimulants, and thats it. completely ignore the the underlying cause and how you got there in the frist place. you dont pay a doctor to knock you out, i could do the same thing with enough alcohol, you pay him to fix the problem. when it comes to sleeping i have never been to a doctor (specialist or otherwise) who even tried to figure out the cause. its like taking your car to a mechanic because its losing oil and he just hands you a whole case of fix-o-leak because he dosnt want to find the leak himself, its exactly the same thing.
sure sleeping pills work but for people like me who have had sleep problems there whole life, they are a temporary fix in most cases.