OK, if you haven't blown it up yet, you're a faggot. If you're actually trying and it hasn't happened, you're a faggot. If you haven't actually tried and you just posted this to sound sweet, you're a faggot. It seems like you're faggot either way. Redeem yourself by posting porn, and video/pictorial proof of engine-carnage. Notice the "and," no longer will one or the other suffice, you must now post both to recover from faggot-hood.
And you'll probably end up regretting destroying your engine when your next one explodes because of your faggot-hood, and you'll come on here being a whiny bitch about how you can't drive your car anymore and you have to suck redneck dick to get rides to autozone to try to jb weld your block back together.
Good Day, Sir!