Alright guys, I'm at the worst possible spot I have ever been at, and I need some advice.
Ok, lets rewind to the beginning, I met my fiance' two years ago, I met her at an old friends house. He brought her home as a divorced chick, and was sleeping with her at the time. Once she got to know me, we fell in love and moved out, and had a kid together. We've been a very happy and straight couple this whole time, but over the past 2 months I used her back disorder (scoliosis) to get her prescribed pain pills (roxicodone). well, FL doctors will write for whatever you want, so we stayed on these things on a daily basis and became dependent to the point of having infected sinuses from all the binders from the pills just sitting up there piling up, so we decided to try IV, since I'm in the medical field (or at least studying).
On April 26th, I took a lot of xanax, which i've never taken before, and I ended up blacking out when she was yelling at me about setting up our sons food, tearing the place up. her mom came and took the baby (last time i've seen him), and she left with her parents (we are both 27 btw) and she voluntarily cut all communication with me, with an occassional chat telling me she still loves me and all this. well, she ends up admitting herself to detox, and has been there since. In the mean time, I'm left with a stack of bills, sober since that night, and her parents get her permission to move all of her stuff out of an apartment we have (in her name, lol, 9 months left @$750 a month)
So, I'm left trying to decide if I should take out a loan to make the bills on my own and give her the next 3 weeks to figure out if she wants to try again, or should I take the hint now, move out into a friends house as singlemode so quick? I plan on marrying this woman, and I know she's really being bullied by her family because she went to them for help and they completely turned it against me, they even used a psychiatrist to convince her she needs to get away from me.
any advice is greatly appreciated. I'm sitting here in an empty place with the little furniture I have spread out amongst a huge 2br 2bth apartment that will be evicted soon if I don't make the whole rent. Everything I love was all taken from me in one day.