she may have a guy she is interested in, but as far as sex goes i doubt it. i guess you would have to know her. shes more of the crazy mom who her baby and how she raises it comes first, even if it means doing it by herself. i have wondered if she intentionally had gotten pregnant to keep me around and have me be her little bitch who does what she wants. when nothing changed, other than me becoming a father, and a damn good one, she started saying she is unhappy, etc. etc. she is very pig headed and never admits she is wrong....even when she proves to herself she was wrong.
i am at the point that i am sorta relieved. we fought 4 out of 5 nights a week. we have been together since i was a junior in high school which was 2004. im at wits end. im about to put my bike in my bros truck and drive out west to start a new life. im still only 22, i hopefully have another 50-60 yrs to live. i cant dwell over what makes me upset.
she has been texting me all morning. just saying we cant make it work, etc, etc. and that she is done trying. im keeping my dignity and just letting her go. no more pot for me. fuck bitches, make money and bros before hoes. sometimes you got to jump off the carousel even if it is spinning at mach speed. im gonna find some strange tonight and hit that shit raw. :yes: